My Journey to Health: From Low-Carb to Paleo to the Autoimmune Protocol

January 31, 2013 in About Sarah, Sarah's Personal AI Struggles

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I used a standard low-carb diet to successfully lose 100 pounds.  But, I had to lose those 100 pounds twice.  Even though low-carb helped me to lose weight, it did not help me to get healthy.

My name is Sarah Ballantyne.  I was a medical researcher before becoming a full-time stay-at-home mom and the blogger behind www.thepaleomom.com.  I spend much of my free time researching the many nuances of the paleo diet and lifestyle.  This accumulating knowledge has helped me form a better understanding of why I wasn’t healthy following a low-carb diet.  It has also helped me to see the links between the different health issues that I suffered in my early twenties to early thirties.

I was an overweight teenager.  By the time I discovered how effective a low-carb diet can be for weight loss, I was 22 years old and 265 pounds.  Eating a low-carb diet combined with excessive exercise and iron willpower allowed me to lose 100 pounds over the course of a year.  I maintained my weight loss by training for marathons, practicing karate, and working out in the gym twice per week.  And as I continued to fight for a smaller waistline and to survive the rigors of graduate school, I watched my health deteriorate.  At my peak physical fitness, I suffered migraines, frequent colds, anxiety, mild depression, Irritable Bowel Syndrome, seasonal allergies, mild acne, scalp psoriasis and eczema.  I had no idea that these health conditions might be related to my diet and high stress levels (in part caused by graduate school and in part by overtraining) or even that they could be interlinked.

A health crisis in the summer of 2002 robbed me of my active lifestyle and my ability to keep my weight down.  I had adult-onset asthma with inflammation so severe that I was coughing up blood.  I was put on extremely high doses of oral and inhaled steroids.  I was apartment-bound because I would get completely out of breath just walking from the living room to the kitchen.  I became severely depressed.  Writing my thesis and preparing for my dissertation caused me even more stress.  I was now able to add severe asthma, severe allergies, acid reflux, and a new skin condition called lichen planus to my list of health complaints.  I gained back all 100 pounds (plus a few more for good measure).

I stopped weighing myself at 260 pounds.  I can only guess at how heavy I was at my biggest based on the fact that I gained a full clothing size (or maybe two?) after that.  This photo was taken of me at my biggest in the summer of 2004.

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My blood pressure was elevated, my blood triglycerides and fasting insulin were borderline high.  I ached constantly.  I was always tired and drank copious amounts of coffee to keep me going while I worked 12-18-hour days as a postdoctoral fellow in a high-profile research laboratory.  My eyesight deteriorated, and I found myself needing glasses and getting a stronger prescription every year.  I started suffering from mild arthritis, carpel tunnel syndrome, and stenosing tenosynovitis from repetitive motions in the biology lab.  I started to get rashes from sun exposure after eating processed foods.  I developed varicose veins.  I found my normally optimistic and cheerful demeanor replaced by a cynical and jaded person I hardly recognized.  I was miserable, uncomfortable all of the time, and sick.

It was years before I had sufficient motivation to lose weight again.  My first pregnancy was complicated by gestational diabetes and preeclampsia.  My daughter was colicky and a very poor sleeper.  But, when I discovered that I was prediabetic, I found that iron willpower again and used a low-carb diet (but without the excessive exercise) to get my weight back down to 165 pounds.  Some of my health conditions improved simply by losing weight.  My blood sugars were good.  My blood pressure was back in the normal range.  My cardiovascular risk factors were normal again.  But even though I was once again lighter, I wasn’t healthy.  I was still taking 6 different prescription medications every day.

Frustration with lichen planus is what propelled me to search for answers beyond what my doctors prescribed.  Learning that eczema is linked to gluten sensitivities, I started to research diet changes that might help.  This was when I found paleo.

I noticed a dramatic improvement to my overall health when I started paleo.  I lost some weight.  My symptoms of IBS and acid reflux disappeared.  I stopped getting migraines.  My mood and my ability to cope with life were better.  My energy increased.  I slept better.  My asthma and allergies diminished.  My immune system seemed stronger and I no longer got every single cold my children brought into the house.  I was able to stop taking all of my prescription medications, some of which I had been taking for 12 years.  But my lichen planus GOT WORSE.

I started searching for answers again.  By now, I was a firm believer in the fact that dietary changes should be able to solve this problem.  But I was at a loss for what I was doing wrong.  I tightened up my diet in every way I could.  I switched to grass-fed meat and pastured butter.  I increased my vegetable intake.  I stopped eating paleo baking. I increased my Vitamin D3 supplement. I reduced my starch intake to help treat a suspected case of Small Intestinal Bacterial Overgrowth.  I went to bed earlier.  I continued to feel better and better except for the spreading lichen planus.  And then I learned a very valuable piece of information, something that no doctor I had seen in 5 different cities had bothered to mention:  lichen planus is an autoimmune condition.

When I first started eating paleo, I ate 4-8 eggs every day.  Nuts became my go-to convenience food.  Almond butter and sliced apple was my favorite snack.  Bell peppers and tomatoes featured heavily in my meals.  I wasn’t buying very much grass-fed meat in the beginning, and instead supplementing with high doses of fish oil.  My lichen planus likely got worse because even though I had removed the worst food offenders from my diet, I was continuing to eat foods restricted in the Autoimmune Protocol due to their ability to perpetuate a leaky gut and drive antibody formation in sensitive individuals.  I had to admit that I am one of these sensitive individual.  I had to get over my autoimmune denial.

After 5 months following the Autoimmune Protocol, my lichen planus has mostly healed.  It took over three committed months before I really started to see a difference, but when my lichen planus lesions started to heal, they improved quickly.  Any remnants of asthma and allergies are gone.  My eyesight has actually improved.  My energy is even better.  I have started to slowly lose weight again.  I now weigh 148 pounds, practice yoga regularly, and can easily keep up with my two young daughters. I may not be exactly where I want to be yet, but I am finally healthy.

I used to joke that I would be dead at least 100 times if it weren’t for the miracles of modern medicine.  But, as I reflect back on the health conditions I suffered, I now see the links between them. I clearly see the linear progression of one pathology. I see that my gut was getting progressively leakier, that my body was getting more and more inflamed, that my hormones were increasingly poorly regulated, and that auto-antibodies were being formed in higher and higher quantities. Everything seems connected. And the Paleo Diet Autoimmune Protocol is my solution.

Following the Autoimmune Protocol is tough going.  I find it very hard to comply 100% of the time.  I have a very hard time avoiding seed-based spices and paprika.  If I am developing a recipe for my blog, I feel obligated to taste it even if it contains eggs and almond flour.  There are days where a square of dark chocolate is not a desire, but a need. However, this level of compliance seems to be working.  I wonder if I may have to reign it in next winter when I can no longer benefit from so much sun exposure.  Or maybe I will be healthy enough that I can start trying to add some foods back into my diet.  I am not optimistic that I will ever be able to eat eggs, nuts, seeds and nightshades again.  But, even if I can’t, I still get to eat tons of wonderful, delicious foods.  My health is worth skipping the bolognaise sauce over spaghetti squash.

What have I learned from this experience?  Sometimes, out-of-the-box paleo is not enough.  Undiagnosed food sensitivities, gut dysbiosis, or autoimmune disease may mean that further tweaking is required.  And it might not be obvious to you or your doctor that you have any of these complicating factors.  If you are frustrated that your paleo diet isn’t addressing all of your health concerns, trying out the Autoimmune Protocol is a good place to start.  It worked for me.

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Update:  I wrote this post last summer and have learned so much about myself and what foods are triggers for me since then.  I follow a very strict version of the autoimmune protocol now, with the exception of the very occasional use of fennel seed, anise seed or caraway in my cooking, all of which seem to be okay for me.  I won’t touch paprika any more, don’t drink coffee, don’t eat chocolate, and won’t even have those bites of egg- and nut-containing baking any more.  Heck, I don’t even eat whole coconut products any more.  And, I’m much more cautious about my sugar intake!  Perhaps it was the lack of sun exposure in the fall that meant I had to go so much more strict.  Or stress when I started working on the book. Or maybe it was getting over some denial and dealing more with the relationship with food part of all of this.  It is much easier for me to comply 100% now than it used to be, I think because I feel so good when I do and maybe because I’m just so much better and cooking delicious food that complies with the autoimmune protocol.

Announcing My Book: The Paleo Approach–Reverse Autoimmune Disease and Heal Your Body

January 24, 2013 in About Sarah, Featured Posts, Giveaways

I have wanted to share this exciting news with you all for months!  So, I’m thrilled to be able to finally announce that yes, I am writing a book!

The book is called:

The Paleo Approach

 Reverse Autoimmune Disease and Heal You Body

 Pre-Order Your Copy Now!

~The giveaway at the end of this post is now closed.  Congratulations to the winners!~

The book will be released September 28th, 2013 and is available for pre-order on amazon now!

So, let me tell you more about this book that I’m writing.   The Paleo Approach will be a complete guide to using diet and lifestyle to manage autoimmune disease.  It will answer all of the whats, the whys, and the hows.  This is the book that I wish I had had at my fingertips 15 years ago.  The Paleo Approach by Sarah Ballantyne

 What is The Paleo Approach?  This is the official blurb:

An estimated 50 million Americans suffer from some form of autoimmune disease. If you’re among them, you may know all too well how little modern medicine can do to alleviate your condition.  But that’s no reason to give up hope. In this groundbreaking book, The Paleo Approach, Sarah D. Ballantyne, Ph.D., draws upon current medical research and her own battle with an autoimmune disorder to show how you can become completely symptom-free—the natural way.

The Paleo Approach is the first book ever to show you how to adapt the Paleo diet and lifestyle to bring about a full recovery.  Read it to learn why foods marketed as “healthy”—such as whole grains, soy, and low-fat dairy—can contribute to the development of autoimmune conditions. Discover what you can eat to calm your immune system, resolve inflammation, and help your body heal itself. Learn which simple lifestyle changes—along with changes in diet—will make the biggest difference for your health.

If you’re concerned that “going Paleo” will break the bank or require too much time in the kitchen preparing special foods, there’s no need to worry. In The Paleo Approach, Dr. Ballantyne provides expert tips on how to make the switch easily and economically. She explains how to stay within your food budget while going Paleo, how to make the best use of your time in the kitchen, and where to shop for what you need. The book also includes meal plans that help the body maximize healing, and delicious recipes for recommended dishes.

Features such as these make The Paleo Approach the ultimate resource for anyone suffering from autoimmune disease. Why suffer a moment longer? Reclaim your health with The Paleo Approach!

I have to admit that I have fallen in love with the medium of an actual book.  It is allowing me to tie ideas together and explain concepts in more detail than I could ever accomplish with a blog post.  I get to organize every topic related to autoimmune disease in a way that is easy to read, easy to find the answers to your questions, and links together concepts so all the pieces of the puzzle fall into place for you. The book is divided into three parts.

The first part of the book will walk you through the science, including:

  • the most current understanding of the causes of autoimmune disease,
  • how the immune system works and what goes wrong in autoimmune disease
  • how diet and lifestyle factors contribute to the development and perpetuation of autoimmune disease,
  • the links between autoimmune disease and gluten sensitivity, leaky gut, and gut dysbiosis
  • the links between autoimmune disease and nutritional deficiencies
  • the links between stress, hormone dysregulation and inadequate sleep an autoimmune disease
  • diet recommendations to manage autoimmune disease
  • the whys behind foods to exclude
  • the whys behind foods to include
  • navigating food sensitivities and bacterial/yeast overgrowths
  • lifestyle recommendations to manage autoimmune disease
  • troubleshooting and dealing with the “vicious cycles”
  • supplements and diagnostic tests that may help (and ones that probably won’t)
  • navigating prescription medications
  • how to reintroduce foods after your autoimmune disease is in remission
  • faq

The second part of the book deals with implementation:

  • summary of the recommendations with a focus on what you can eat
  • complete food lists
    • what foods can you eat?
    • what can you drink?
    • what foods should be consumed in limited quantities?
    • vitamin and mineral content of included foods
    • food sources of micronutrients that people with autoimmune disease are commonly deficient in
    • healing/super foods to eat more of
    • the importance of eating “snout to tail”
    • FODMAPs
    • sources of inulin fiber and insoluble fiber
    • vegetables which might be an issue for SIBO
  • where to buy ingredients, shopping lists and meal plans,
  • priorities for tight budgets
  • time management strategies
  • how to eat this way within a family, eating out, packing lunches traveling
  • lots of tips for many aspects
    • how to work with your doctor
    • modifications for kids
    • modifications for pregnant and lactating women
    • priorities for exercise
    • stress management strategies
    • dealing with the emotions of autoimmune disease
  • more faq

The third part of the book will include over 100 recipes!

  • Kitchen Staples
  • Breakfast Foods
  • Meat and Poultry
  • Fish and Shellfish
  • Organ Meats and Other Unusual Cuts
  • Soups and Stews
  • Side Dishes
  • Snacks and Appetizers
  • Beverages
  • Desserts and Occasional Treats

Yes, this is a BIG book.  The words “complete guide” and “ultimate resource” are not overselling this book at all!  I am definitely not promising a light book–you will be building muscle carrying this one around!  And healing your body too!  As I work over the next few months to finish writing, I hope that you will share in my excitement (and be patient with the reduced amount of content on the blog).  I will be keeping you posted on my progress, and giving you some previews of both science content and recipes along the way.

I hope you are just as excited about this book as I am!  Excited enough to pre-order your copy now!  Why pre-order?  Pre-ordering does two things.

First, it guarantees that you will get your copy by the release date.

Second, it guarantees that you will pay the lowest price for your copy.

 How does this work?  The publisher will decide how many copies to print in the first run based on pre-order sales.  Many books sell out of the first run, sometimes even before the book is released.  If you don’t pre-order, you run the risk of having to wait for a second print run to get your copy.  The prices on amazon fluctuate (based partly on sales and who knows what else!).  When you pre-order, amazon guarantees that the price you pay is the lowest price the book drops to between when you order and when the book is released.  You don’t pay until the book ships (typically a few days before the release date) and you should receive the book right on September 28th, 2013!

 Pre-Order Your Copy Now!

So, now to celebrate the official announcement of my book, how about a giveaway?!

How about FIVE giveaways?!

Package 1 (US only):

Package 2 (US only):

  • Demarle At Home Medium Perforated Baking Sheet, the Deep Flexipat, and the Medium Silpat ($100 value)
  • 1 early release review copy of The Paleo Approach

Package 3 (US only):

  • $50 Gift Certificate to Tropical Traditions
  • 1 early release review copy of The Paleo Approach

Package 4 (International):

Package 5 (International):

How do you enter?

For EACH of the items below that you do, leave A COMMENT on THIS POST saying which item you did.
Yes, that means that you can enter up to 8 times.
And yes, that also mean that you could win more than one package!

Make sure to include your e-mail address (the comment form asks for it) so that I can contact the winners.  Please also mention what country you live in for each comment you leave (or you can mention “USA” or “Outside the USA”) because only two of these giveaways can be shipped internationally.

  1. Go “like” The Paleo Approach on Amazon (there’s a thumb up button next to the price)
  2. Pre-Order  The Paleo Approach (if you win a review copy, you can return it or gift it–go ahead and leave a comment for EACH copy that you pre-order)
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This contest is not closed.  Congratulations to the winners!

 

 

 

 

 

 

My Interview with Paleo Non Paleo

December 20, 2012 in About Sarah, Living with Autoimmune Disease, Sarah's Personal AI Struggles

I was recently interviewed by Alison Golden of www.PaleoNonPaleo.com.  I thought the questions were really fun to answer and thought this might be a fun way for you to get to know me but also learn more about the autoimmune protocol.  Below is the interview as it appeared on PaleoNonPaleo.  I also encourage you to check out Alison’s blog as it’s a great resource for anyone struggling with the paleo diet in non-paleo families, workplaces, etc.

The Paleo Mom: Is the Paleo Autoimmune Protocol Too Hard? You Decide.

The Paleo Autoimmune Protocol page is one of the most popular pages on this site and questions about it regularly arrive in my inbox. That tells me that a lot of people have autoimmune disease and are looking to deal with it using the paleo diet.

An expert in this area is Sarah Ballantyne, aka The Paleo Mom. Sarah has a Ph.D. in Medical Biophysics and she’s lost over 100lbs – twice! She lost weight by low-carbing but it has been since she started eating a paleo diet, and particularly by following the autoimmune version of paleo, that she experienced major health benefits and a further loss in weight. The autoimmune disease she suffers from is lichen planus – similar to psoriasis.

No Ph.D.? No problem.

I first encountered Sarah when she guest posted on Paleo Parents. Sarah wrote a great series on leaky gut which is often a precursor to autoimmune disease. She has a wonderful way of explaining it without it feeling like you’re the one who needs the Ph.D., a common problem I’ve found with many leaky gut explanations.

She also has scads and scads of information about paleo and autoimmune disease, and regularly posts paleo recipes many of which adhere to the autoimmune protocol. So if you’re suffering from autoimmune disease, her site really is a one-stop shop for you!

My own experience with the AIP is that it can be very hard to stick to so I sat down for virtual coffee with Sarah, and asked her a few questions about her experience with paleo and the autoimmune protocol.

There is a huge amount of interest in the autoimmune protocol judging by the interest on my site, what do you eat and why?

The autoimmune protocol is a very powerful strategy for managing autoimmune disease and many are finding that their need for medications is diminished if not gone completely.  There are also very few resources for people with autoimmune disease interested in the paleo autoimmune protocol, but there are several bloggers out there working to change that.

I am following nearly the strictest version of the autoimmune protocol.  I do eat most seed-based spices as long as they aren’t nightshades (I’m careful with cumin and pepper because I think I might be having reactions to them).  I can handle a small handful of nuts in a salad as long as I stay away from almonds; but if I eat too many nuts, I quickly see signs of inflammation.  I eat tons of healing foods, lots of organ meat, broth, soups, coconut milk yogurt, coconut oil, grass-fed meat, wild-caught fish, homemade sauerkraut. I do eat raw and cooked veggies (staying away from most starchy vegetables, although I can handle a small portion) and I eat a fair amount of fruit (which I tolerate well).  Doing this has allowed me to manage my autoimmune disease without the use of steroids, and that’s pretty darned awesome.

Do you have any trigger foods you have to stay away from?

Nightshades are huge triggers for me.  I will not put something that touched a tomato into my mouth.  I also have to be careful of eggs, almonds, chocolate, all dairy, and too much starch or insoluble fiber.  And of course, I would not touch a grain or legume with a 10-foot pole.

I read earlier this year that you continue to tweak your eating and exercise habits to remove the final lingering issues, (I can relate) how are you doing with those?

I feel like a constant work in progress.  But, I am making actual progress, even if it’s slower than I’d like.  For me, it’s more about healing my body and managing my autoimmune disease than it is about losing more weight or even making milestones at the gym (although I wouldn’t complain if I could find a way to lose 15 more pounds or get strong enough to do some more challenging arm balances in yoga).  I had a flare last summer which has been challenging to figure out.  Actually, that’s not entirely true.  It was completely easy to figure out once I got over my denial about being sensitive to chocolate, coffee, eggs, all nightshades, and almonds.  The flare started after I had been following the AIP for about 6 months and I had been trying to reintroduce foods that I had eliminated.  I was doing this at a time when my stress level was quite high too, which on hindsight was not the greatest idea.   I just really wanted to be able to keep enjoying those foods., and it was hard to accept that (at least for now) I can’t.  But, my healing is back on track, which is what motivates me to continue.

The AIP is tough over the longer term, do you fudge it at all? What happens if you do – how reactive are your symptoms? Do you anticipate a time when you will be able to come off it?

Following the AIP is very tough, but I actually think it gets easier over time.  I had a much more difficult time figuring out what to eat and figuring out fast meals and convenience foods when I first started.  Now, I find it fairly easy to plan ahead and budget my time in the kitchen.  I have a large repertoire of delicious AIP-friendly meals to make.  And, I’ve discovered how much I enjoy some fairly unorthodox foods for breakfast (like borscht or fried lamb kidney with sauerkraut).  Getting used to eating foods I normally wouldn’t have associated with breakfast has been one of the biggest parts to making the AIP feel easier.  I also don’t feel like I’m missing out as often now, which I think is because I am getting a lot of enjoyment out of the foods I’m eating these days.

Yes, I do fudge a little, but not as much as I used to.  I have spent nearly a year on the Autoimmune Protocol, but much of that time was spent trying to figure out where my line is.  And unfortunately, it seems as though I have to stay pretty strict in order to continue to see improvements in my skin.  But, I am human.  I do occasionally eat things that I know aren’t good for me.  For example, I do take a bite of any new recipe I’m working on for the blog that isn’t AIP-friendly.  If I know I’m very likely to react, I actually chew it and spit it out; but on the other end of the spectrum, if I know I probably won’t react that badly, one bite might turn into seven or twenty.  I have been experimenting with ways to satisfy my sweet tooth within the confines of the AIP (even though sugar is inflammatory and I know I really should just stick with meat and veggies).  However, I’m actually doing a much better job keeping my “cheats” to a minimum these days (and restricting myself to foods that I know won’t cause much of a reaction).   The more I heal, the fewer food cravings I seem to have, so that makes it easier too.

I do think that I will need to stay on the AIP (or at least the way I’m implementing it now, which allows for seed-based spices and occasional nuts and seeds) for a long time—I’m thinking years.  I have two young kids, so my sleep is not optimal.  I am up with one or both of them most nights (going on 6 years now) and this is one of my biggest challenges to healing.  I think that until I am reliably getting good quality (and quantity) sleep, my diet will have to stay very clean.

Who would most benefit from the autoimmune protocol and what can they expect in terms of degree of difficulty, withdrawal or cravings, health benefits?

I could write an entire book on this topic.  I think anyone with diagnosed autoimmune disease, a strong family history of autoimmune disease, or symptoms of early autoimmunity that aren’t going away with a standard paleo diet are good candidates for the autoimmune protocol.  How long it takes to see improvement and how dramatic that improvement is varies from person to person.  It’s dependent on what autoimmune disease a person has, how advanced it is, what other issues are going on in their bodies (like yeast or bacterial overgrowths, food sensitivities, micronutrient deficiencies, how well the liver is functioning, etc.) and how well they comply with the AIP and address other lifestyle factors (like sleep, stress management, and spending time outside).

In terms of how difficult it is to implement, that really depends on what diet a person is coming from and how comfortable they are in the kitchen.  From a standard paleo diet perspective, the biggest challenge is figuring out breakfasts.  My breakfasts typically consist of any combination of homemade sausages, pastured bacon, soups, leftovers, veggies, sauerkraut, and fruit.  My emergency I-have-no-time-to-make-anything breakfast is a big bowl of broth (which I always keep in my freezer), a spoonful of extra virgin coconut oil, and a banana.

The transition is tougher from a Standard American Diet and I usually recommend that people transition to a standard paleo diet (or something similar like the GAPS diet or SCD diet) first.  Many people will see some improvements and won’t actually need to tackle the full AIP.  The AIP also requires a commitment to food preparation and cooking beyond what most people need to do on a standard paleo diet.  This can be the most overwhelming part for people:  how to find enough time in the kitchen to cook AIP-friendly food.  This gets easier over time.  My biggest trick is to use my freezer.  I make big batches of everything and then freeze portions for quick meals when needed.  And leftovers are my best friend.

You lost 100 pounds (twice!) before you went paleo and then a further 20+lbs after you’d changed to a paleo diet, what do you consider were the most critical factors in your success. And also in keeping it off? What had to change in your life for that success to happen?

The biggest factor in my weight loss success is stress management and sleep.  Yep, not diet at all.  Getting enough sleep and managing my stress levels through yoga, walking and just plain old having fun are what have made making the right food choices easy.  Even now, if I have a particularly bad night (with two young kids that happens more often than I would like), I find it very difficult to control my food intake the next day and have very strong sugar and/or fat cravings.  Prioritizing sleep and stress management has also been critical in weight maintenance and in healing in general.

How do you feel now about the unhealthy, sick years you had?

Conflicted.  I feel mournful and frustrated that twenty years ago I didn’t have the nutrition knowledge I have now.  I feel angry knowing that I could have prevented autoimmune disease if I had followed a paleo diet back then and taken more steps to manage stress.  I wonder how being healthier in my pregnancies might have positively influenced my daughters’ health.  I wonder what permanent damage has been done to my body that I will never be able to heal.  I still wish that I could have been thin and elegant in my wedding dress.  But, I am happy to have found a solution when I did, and I try to focus on that positive as much as possible.   I am so much healthier now, and I truly appreciate that.

I really try never to regret anything from my past (that can be tough sometimes, but it’s a worthy goal).  My past experiences are what made me who I am today.  And I like who I am and where I am in life.  I doubt that I would be blogging about lifestyle and nutrition if I hadn’t had those experiences.  So, how can I regret something that now allows me to help, educate and inspire so many?

What changes have you noticed in your family since you have changed their diet? Did they come to paleo willingly or reluctantly? How did you manage the transition?

I followed a paleo diet on my own in the household for several months before trying to transition my family.  They transitioned slowly, first to gluten-free, then to grain-free, then to primal/lacto-paleo, then to full paleo (legumes were easy to get rid of in our household).  It took about six months.  They relied very heavily on paleo baking in the beginning, but we have phased out most of it over time (my oldest daughter still eats paleo bread most days with her breakfast, which is my next target).  We have seen health improvements in the whole family.  My oldest daughter has more energy, better behavior, and sleeps better.  My youngest daughter had obstructive sleep apnea caused by a malformation in her larynx and aggravated by acid reflux and inflammation.  She went from having apnea events several times most nights to now only having it once every few weeks (more frequent during viral infections).  My husband didn’t really have any health problems, so it’s hard to pinpoint specific improvements in him.  His digestion is better, which is probably the biggest difference for him.

What about your husband? Did he jump onboard? How did he react and how did you get his support/manage with his reaction?

In the beginning, my husband made a statement about how he was not giving up his bread and cereal.  Of course, I do all the shopping and the cooking and quickly found some great ways to make paleofied versions of his staples, which helped tremendously.  Plus, I’m a very good cook and he soon realized that eating paleo was still going to taste good.  He doesn’t even remember saying that now and swears that he was on board from the beginning.

Apart from yoga, what exercise do you do? Did you manage to reset your set point with sprinting?

Ugh. Sprinting.  No, that didn’t end up working for me.  I lost my enthusiasm for it and found myself dreading my workouts.  And my philosophy on activity is that you have to enjoy it.  I love my yoga classes and look forward to them.  I feel so great during and after.  That is something sustainable for me.  My schedule this fall changed and I can no longer get to all three of my regular classes each week, so I’ve been replacing that third yoga class with a “pure muscle” class instead (basic full body weight lifting workout).  I don’t love it, but I do like that I can see myself getting stronger.  I’d rather do more yoga though.  I also walk at least a couple of times per week, either going for a family hike (typically fairly rigorous) or walking the mile uphill pushing my youngest in the stroller to pick my oldest up at school (and then the much slower walk back downhill returning home), which we try to do twice per week.  I also play fairly actively with my kids and do some gardening.  I would love to do more but can’t seem to find a way of integrating more activity with my schedule in a sustainable way.

What are your favorite paleo recipes?

My favorite recipes that I actually make over and over again in my home are:
Pomegranate Molasses-Glazed Salmon
Greek-Inspired Slow-Roasted Leg of Lamb
Egg-Free, Tomato-Free (Hidden Liver) Paleo Meatloaf
Paleo Shrimp Chow Mein
Paleo Chicken Pad Thai
Honey-Garlic Chicken Wings
Offal (But Not Awful) Stew
Chicken Bone Broth (Revisited)
Honey-Candied Ginger
Pumpkin Spice Dehydrator Cookies (AIP-friendly)

How do you handle entertaining and eating away from home?

Typically, I host most of our get-togethers, which I love doing because then I’m in control of the food (and I like cooking).  For any meal or party that I host, I will keep everything paleo.  I do typically make paleo foods that are more broadly appealing (sweeter cookies than I normally make, for example, or roasts with lots of side veggies so no one misses dinner rolls and mashed potatoes — and I save the beef cheek, lamb’s liver, and pork trotters for other occasions). When we get invited to other people homes, I mention our food requirements to the host and always offer to bring something that we can eat to contribute to the meal/snacks etc.  If it’s a potluck, I always bring something that will satisfy our family just in case there really isn’t anything else on the table that we can participate in.  I also relax my food standards for my kids, who have gluten intolerances, but can handle small occasional doses of non gluten-containing grains, dairy, and legumes.  I think part of getting through these events is figuring out where the line that you won’t cross is (for me it’s nightshades, grains and legumes; but for my husband and kids, it’s just gluten).

It also helps dramatically to be able to say “No,” at least sometimes.  My kids don’t sleep in, so I use their young ages and early bedtimes as an excuse to skip out on many evening social events (which helps me get to bed at a good time throughout the holidays too!).  Of course, we don’t say no to everything and sometimes a babysitter is required.  Being a team with my husband helps because if we do go out in the evening, we’re usually both tired the next day (some parents take turns so the other can rest, but we typically team up and do everything together).  It also helps that we both tend to prefer quiet, so the activities that we plan are low-key things like family hikes, trips to the playground, building a fire in the fireplace, and finding board games that two adults, a nearly 6-year old and a 3-year old can all play together.

What would you say to anyone considering the autoimmune protocol? What is the best advice you can give them?

Plan ahead.  Spend a day or two cooking and see if you can fill your freezer with AIP-friendly foods (like broth, soups, stews, homemade sausage, precooked meats).  Having foods easily available to you is one of the most important things you can do to set yourself up for success.  Don’t forget the healing foods like broth, fish, grass-fed meat and coconut oil.  And make sure to eat organ meat!  Also, don’t forget the importance of sleep and stress management.  The better you are able to optimize sleep and stress management, the faster you will heal and all this work that you are putting into your diet will pay off.

Don’t feel frustrated or discouraged if the autoimmune protocol isn’t an instant fix.  Many people need some time to heal internally before they notice a dramatic difference in their symptoms.  Try to stick to the strictest version of the AIP for 2-3 months before tweaking.  I also recommend finding a paleo-savvy functional medicine practitioner to work with if at all possible.  Micronutrient deficiencies and food sensitivities can be confounding factors and these aren’t easy to identify on your own.

Remember that you are not alone.  There is an entire community out there of people who found the paleo diet through frustration with autoimmune disease (who are then frustrated that they have to give up eggs and coffee).  If you need a little support, you are always welcome to drop by my Facebook wall and leave a message or ask a question.

My Transformation

June 16, 2012 in About Sarah

When I started by blog, I intended to keep it anonymous.  Yes, my name was attached, but there is more than one Sarah Ballantyne out there.  I blogged for months before I even let my general location be known.  My stick figure drawings were as much about avoiding posting photos as they were about creating a distinctive style for my blog posts.  But as time has gone on, I have started to realize that, if I want my readership to continue to expand so that I can inspire and inform more people, then I cannot remain anonymous.  My “credentials” lie in three areas.  First, I have a Ph.D. in Medical Biophysics and performed medical research in the area of innate immunity and inflammation (not with a link to nutrition, but the background is ridiculously useful in understanding how the foods we eat impact our bodies).  Second, I am a mother and face the typical challenges that paleo motherhood presents.  Third, I have had a longstanding personal battle with weight and disease.  I have shared some of my history (see My 120-Pound Journey to Paleo) and many of my current struggles (see Why I Want To Lower My Bodyweight Set-Point) and successes (see My Experiences With the AIP) with you.  And now, it is time to share photos:  “before”, “during”, and “after”. 

I was an overweight teenager.  This photo was taken of me in the summer of 1997 (I was 20 years old).  I weighed about 265 pounds.  I suffered migraines and was not drinking coffee at the time due to suspected gall bladder issues.  I got frequent colds, especially during exam week.  I did walk a fair bit, but was starting to feel uncomfortable in my skin.  I had to hold my breath to tie my shoes.  I remember feeling so left out when my friends would go for group runs together (and not even bother to ask me).  I remember getting an enormous bruise on my behind just by trying to maneuver out of the backseat of a jeep when someone was nice enough to give me a ride.  I started a low-carb diet in the summer of 1999, started working out excessively, and lost 100 pounds.

 

This picture was taken at the end of a 30km (18.5 mild) race in Hamilton, Ontario in spring 2001.  I weighed about 170 pounds.  I was running 14-15 hours per week, lifting weights twice per week, doing 3 hours of karate each week, walking as my main form of transportation, and playing the occasional game of squash.  I enjoyed being so active (somehow overcompensating for feeling left out in my late teens and early twenties).  My low-carb diet habits were slipping because the amount of exercise I was doing seemed to be enough to keep the weight off (even though I wasn’t losing any more weight and still wanted to).  I had migraines, IBS with chronic constipation, frequent colds, anxiety and some mild depression (I was in graduate school).

Then, I got sick in the summer of 2002.  Adult onset asthma robbed me of my active lifestyle.  Between being apartment-bound for months, being on high-dose steroids, and spiraling into depression, I gained back 100 pounds over the course of a year.  When I got married in summer of 2003, I weighed 235 pounds.  I was in so much denial about my weight that I put off shopping for a wedding dress until 2 weeks before the wedding.  My wedding dress was a size 26 (to be fair, I think I was only wearing plus-size 18-20 at the time).  I think this photo is far more interesting than photos from my actual wedding because of my facial expression.  That is the dress I ended up buying–it was very flattering.  But, on my face you can see the conflict, how heart-breaking it was to have been so much thinner only months before and to be looking in the mirror at an obese woman.  Our wedding was beautiful; but, I have kept my dress in the hopes of someday having it completely remade for a smaller me to renew our vows.  I was cycling between low-carb and out-of-control binges, occasionally going on whey protein + flax oil fasts.  I had migraines, IBS, acid reflux, chronic colds, asthma, allergies, lichen planus, eczema, anxiety and depression.

I continued to gain weight after that.  I was now a postdoctoral fellow in a very high-profile research lab in Toronto, Ontario, doing ground-breaking medical research and working 80-100 hour weeks.  I stopped weighing myself after 260 pounds and always assumed that I gained 10-15 more pounds after that based on the fact that I went up an entire clothing size (or was it two?).  However, when I look at this picture, taken the summer of 2004, I think I may have been underestimating how heavy I was at my biggest. Until now, I’ve always said that I was 265-270 pounds at my biggest.  But now, I think I was pushing 300 pounds.  I was wearing plus-size 26 clothes.  I was miserable.  I dyed my hair crazy colors to compensate for low self-esteem.  I started being behind the camera and there are very few photos of me from this point on (even now, it has become habit that I am the one who holds the camera).  I had migraines, IBS, acid reflux, chronic colds, asthma, allergies, lichen planus, eczema, anxiety, depression, borderline high blood pressure, borderline high triglycerides, and borderline high insulin levels.  I was eating whatever I wanted and would get ridiculously defensive if anyone (even my husband) even sounded remotely critical of my food choices.

I lost some weight when we first moved to Arizona.  The slower pace of my second postdoctoral fellowship and the sun were very restorative.  I stopped dying my hair because I became so violently allergic to the dyes.  I was down to 255 pounds when I got pregnant with our first daughter.  I had gestational diabetes during the pregnancy.  Between the diet limitations forced upon me and the pregnancy-induced changes to my appetite, I lost 2 pounds overall during my pregnancy.  Even still, it wasn’t until I was about 7.5 months pregnant that you could really tell without a doubt that I was actually pregnant and not just fat (the picture on the right is me at 6.5 months pregnant, trying to show off my belly).  My daughter’s birth was long (labor was 97-hours) and complicated.  We avoided an emergency C-section by minutes (and only because we had an amazing midwife).  After our daughter was born, I was too exhausted to do much other than survive (oh the colic!), but I did keep my weight steady around 230 pounds.

When my first daughter was 1 year old, I realized that I had prediabetes.  I became very strict about eating low-carb, fueled by fear of a lifetime with diabetes combined with a desire to be a good role model for my daughter.  Over the next year, I got back down to 165 pounds.  The picture on the left is me shortly before I found the strength to get control over my diet.  The picture on the right was the birthday I had a year later, shortly before getting pregnant with our second daughter (around 170 pounds in that picture).  I was lighter, but I was still plagued with IBS, acid reflux, migraines, lichen planus, eczema, mild anxiety and depression, very frequent colds, asthma and allergies.  My blood pressure and cardiovascular risk factors were normal and the prediabetes was gone. 

I gained 60 pounds with my second pregnancy but didn’t have diabetes and had a much easier labor and delivery (yes, I do call 20 hours with pitocin and no drugs easier).  And it was obvious that I was pregnant and not just fat by 5 months (in the picture on the left, I was 7.5 months pregnant)!  Neither of my daughters are sleepers (for different physiological reasons, and not a reflection of my parenting style).  I struggled to lose weight after my second daughter was born, but did manage to get back to 165 pounds eventually (around the 1 year mark; I weighed about 190 pounds in the picture on the right and struggled for months before I could successfully lose the pregnancy weight). 

This picture was taken of me only a few weeks before I started paleo.  I had plateaued at 165 pounds for nearly a year.  I was much more active, doing yoga three times per week and playing actively with my kids.  My moods were better, probably owing to spending more time outside with my kids.  But I still wasn’t healthy and my lichen planus was starting to flare worse than any previous flare. 

 
 

And here are the after photos. Nine months after starting paleo.  My weight has plateaued at 148 pounds.  I am strong and flexible from regular yoga practice.  My migraines, IBS, acid reflux, asthma, allergies, eczema, anxiety, depression, and frequent colds are gone.  My lichen planus is healing without any treatment other than following the Autoimmune Protocol.  When you look at me doing yoga poses (especially in the middle photo where I’m doing triangle pose), you can clearly see the extra skin and stubborn fat that I still have.  I may not be where I want to be ultimately, but I think you can also see that I am healthy and that I am happy. 

 

 This is me:  Sarah Ballantyne, a.k.a. The Paleo Mom!  I have always claimed to losing 120-pounds.  But I wonder now if it was really more than that, now that I have unearthed these long-buried photos of me at my biggest.  If you knew me back then, would you recognize me now?  I carried so much weight in my face that the difference is very dramatic (I once had to talk a border guard into believing my passport photo was actually me).  So, now you have seen my before, during and after photos.  You have seen my journey.  And it’s nice to meet you!